You
know what’s sad about love?
It’s
when you happen to know that there’s just no hope for you being together yet
you still pray to make it works.
It’s
when your mind says let go but your heart says hold on.
And
most of all, it’s when no matter how you try to forget him/her you just can’t,
Because
of the fact that you still love him/her and you just don’t know why.
Try
to loving someone you have loved before
and you’ll realize that it will either lead to
the same thing that happened before
or
something better.
Not
hard isn’t it?
“But
why not try loving someone that doesn’t love you back?
It’s
either you see yourself giving up or dying daily”
-Greys
Anatomy-
“If
you love and get hurt, love more..
If
you love more and get hurt more, love even more..
If
you love even more and get hurt even more,
Love
some more until it hurts no more..”
-Shakespeare-
The
gauge of how much you truly treasure something or someone
Is
not how happy you are with them,
But
how sad you are when you lose them.
One
grows distant from another not because of indifference,
But
because of fear.
There’s
the fear that the hurt gets greater as one get closer..
A
recognition of the tendency to fall deeply,
and consequently drown in a quicksand of
stupid irrationalities..
sometimes,
what drives one away is not the absence of emotion.
But
the overwhelming presence of it..
Falling
in love is never a decision, always by chance.
Staying
in love is never a chance, always by choice.
And
falling out of love is never a choice, always a decision.
attraction
come to us by chance.
But true love that lasts is truly a choice
Listen
me,
Fate
brings you together,
But
it still up to you to make it happen.
We
may meet someone by chance,
But
loving and staying with him/her is still
a choice..
Just
because my heart doesn’t have tears,
It
doesn’t mean my heart doesn’t cry..
Just
because you always see me strong,
It
doesn’t mean there’s nothing wrong.
Sometimes
I choose to pretend I’m happy,
So
I don’t have to explain to people who would never even understand.
Smiling
is always easier than explaining to all why I am sad..
It’s
never the tears that measure the pain,
Sometimes
it’s the smile we fake..
A
person who truly loves you is someone who sees the pain in your eyes
When
everyone still believes in the smile on your face..
The
person you love most has the best
capacity to make you the happiest person in the world,
And
may give you the worst heartache you can never imagine..
Time
can heal wounds,
but
it can never get back what we once had and lost.
Time
can’t tell when or how we would move on after all was said and done..
In
life, I have done every way of fighting.
Heard
every painful truth.
Been
in every heartbreaking scene,
And
felt every dreadful feeling...
I
thought going thru it all,
will
then make me realize that I have to stop the fight at least to save a little
for myself..
but,
you know what’s funny?
Its
when I seem to be so much tired of it all,
But
still I can’t just quit no matter how hard it is.
And
I have to continue hoping that one day,
I’ll
be able to find someone w ho could love me not just “right” but “real”..
Love
is like giving someone a gun.
Having
them point it at your heart.
And
trusting them to never pull the trigger..
I
don’t know why we all hang on to something we know better off letting go..
It’s
like we scared to lose what we don’t even really have..
Some
of us say we would rather have that something that absolutely nothing..
But
the truth is, “to have it halfway is harder than not having it at all’’..
I
want to know someone who could ease the pain that I have,
Stay
here till every drop of tears that I have had fallen.
Till
every strength that I have has already passed out,
Then
I can no longer move..
Time
may take us away,
Space
may keep us apart,
Rumors
and hurts may break us down,
Yet,
no matter where life leads us,,
I
will still take care of my heart until the right time..
by: NNMM