Teguran

hari ini,,
semuanya baik-baik saja..
cuaca cerah tidak seperti hari kemarin yang kelabu.
angin pun tidak mengamuk seperti kemarin.
semuanya indah dan menyenangkan...
sore pun tiba,,
sesuatu yang tak pernah ku sangka,,,
mengoyak hatiku,
meremukkan jiwaku...
saat kulihat angka itu....
tak bisa lagi terbendung gejolak ini
tiba2 meluap tak terkendali,,,,
aku sadar tak harusnya seperti ini......
aku masih tak percaya,
ku baca sekali lagi,
angka itu masih tetap disana berdiri dengan angkuhnya...
tak ada siapapun di rumah ini,,,
aku menangis sejadi-jadinya..
tak tau mengapa,
ikhlash memang,,
namun dasar wanita,
fitrahnya mencucurkan air mata.
bukan untuk mengutuk Tuhan,
namun untuk meluapkan benang kusut yang datang seketika,
entah dari mana....
saat ibu datang dari pintu belakang,,,,
aku berlari ke arahnya..
memeluk erat tubuh  hangatnya....
ia terkesiap...
mungkin yang ada di benaknya, "ada apa dengan buah hatuiku?"
beberapa menit aku menangis di dekapannya,
ia tak berkata apa,
hanya mengelus rambutku dengan tangan halusnya...
kuceritakan semua kesedihanku,,,
ia hanya tersenyum.
awalnya, aku sangka ia akan memarahiku,
namun motivasi dan semangatlah yang keluar dari bibirnya...
segunung kecewa di pundakku luntur sudah...
ikhlash nak,,,
ia berkata.
ya aku tau,,,
ini adalah teguran dari Tuhan,,
agar aku tak lupa pada-Nya..
agar aku lebih baik menjadi diriku kedepannya...

terimakasih ibu,
pelukanmu adalah obat kesedihanku...
terimakasih Tuhan,teguran-Mu membangunkanku dari keterlenaan...

written by:  AyuNayaNobella in her favourite corner, with her wiped tears

this is my first animation video.

 comment and rate this please :)

gulita

riuh suara yang beradu malam ini,,
terserap tak bersisa terbawa cahaya yang seketika lenyap...
inilah yang terjadi disaat terang membungkam rapat2 dirinya entah dimana.
para jangkrik dan katak yg bercengkrama mengharap hujan pun ikut membisu...
nyanyian para ibu dan anaknya di sudut rumah tak terhembus lagi.
hanya angin dan nafasnya yang terengah..
membelah bisunya malam yang semakin gulita.

senja itu

Di angkasa yang menguning...
gemericik hujan terhembus lirih..
ku basuh linangan ini, bersyukur atas nafas yang masih berdiri..
bersama gelap yang tak terkatup lagi,
ku termenung akan indahnya.
Sebuah maha karya Illahi. .
Dua buah bias pelangi..
menutup lembaran hari.
kado yang sangat singkat,
di senja yang mulai pekat....

*written at my favourite corner - accompanied with twin  full rainbows-
january 19 2012 06.00 pm

perbincangan kecil

sayap-sayapku mulai patah,,
tapi ku tak boleh menyerah..
segudang rahasia kehidupan,
sedang menungguku di depan sana..
terbanglah kupu-kupuku....
jangan sampai sayapmu patah lagi..
karena kau harus berjuang melawan kencangnya angin yang datang.
rawatlah sayap-sayapmu,dengan kekuatan percayamu..
ku tak ingin kau jatuh lagi,
kedalam kesendirian kelam sepertiku....
kemarilah kupu-kupu.
akan ku obati lukamu,.....
dengan perban do'aku

2010

sepotong episode

Kabut mulai menyesap disela-sela dedaunan pohon yg mulai berbunga.
Beriringan dengan angin dan nafasnya yang beku
membelai  para serangga kecil di atas angin...
Melengkapi pentas yg sedang aku saksikan.
Aku masih tetap disini menunggu. Ya, menunggu. ..
berdoa akan hujan,,
agar menghanyutkan kelabu kehidupan..
Dari balik jendela ini aku bisa menyaksikan berbagai opera yg dimainkan semut tanah dan cacing yang gemulai,
atau terkadang kupu-kupu dan ulat bulu ikut serta menghiburku.
Mereka sering menari di tanah, di udara.
untuk siapa? untukku....
untuk  jiwa yang teduh, dan... rapuh...
yang penuh lara dan penat yang menggugat.


Rewrite at:  Wednesday, April 6, 2011

untitled

Sehangat padang rumput himalaya dipagi hari yg cerah suasana kita dahulu..
Seiring berjalanny waktu, bergantinya musim,
naik turunnya matahari yg melewati horison disore dan pagi hari.

Kehangatan itu mulai pudar.
Seakan baju yg telah usang ,kita sekarang...

Kini hanya sepi yang menghiasi rumah kita, seperti seonggok bangunan kuno yang tak lagi menarik untuk disinggahi.
Debu debu yg mengering terbwa angin gersang yg kita hembuskan lewat nafas kejenuhan kita.

Apakah akan kita biarkn hangatny padang himalaya terganti dngan gersangnya sahara..
Tak luput pandanganku darimu yang selalu sibuk dngan sgala urusan.
Mengamati setiap celah perubahan dalam diri angkuhmu.
Berdiri,berlari . Seakan tak berkawan.
Aku disini!!! Tengoklah sesaat saja!!
Jika kita menanti kejayaan tanpa bergerak, itu Bagai berdiri dalam mimpi. Sadarlah kawan!
Kembalikan semangat perjuangan yg lalu, tak kan ku biarkan ruang dan waktu kita yg terbatas ini berlalu tanpa akhir atau noktah yg berarti, tanpa akhir yg pasti..

#untuk para sahabatku,,,
yg sebagian telah berlalu,,

rewrite at: Thursday, March 31, 2011

Caramel cake

I get this recipes from my mom a year ago, when there is social gathering event in my home...

she was assigned to cook. and i help her..
i explore the recipes at Idool fithrie.. and this is it, Caramel Cake ala chef Nobella.. :D

ingredients:

2 glasses of water
1 1/2 kg wheat flour
a half glass of maizena
8 eggs
150 gr margarine

2 spoon of baking soda
a half can of condensed milk

steps:

1. caramelize the sugar. (heat the sugar in a skillet over medium heat until melted and change into brown, do not stir it), then add hot water (you can stir it until well mixed). let the temperature decrease.
2.stir margarine and milk until thick and white, put the eggs one by one.

3.add the flour that has been sifted with baking soda and cornstarch gradually.keep it stirred slowly.

4. pour the caramel into the mixture, stir until well blended.

5. Pour the mixture into the baking pan or baking dish that has been smeared with margarine and sprinkled with flour.

6. Bake over medium heat for 40 minutes or until well cooked.

7. ready to serve, and add some garnish or topping..

isn't it a very simple recipe?you must try this one...and explore for more.. Good luck ! ^_^

journey to BCL

selasa lalu aku dan crazyonebethree pergi ke Bandung carnival Land (BCL). kita pergi kesana sekitar jam 11 pagi *padahal baru buka jam 12 an*.. karena emang kelas kita tu rajin semua anak2nya... we went there by motorcycle.sbelum berangkat tu banyaak banget yang bikin kesel karena orang indonesia jamnya karet semuah... tapi akhirnya kita berangkat juga karena yang ditunggu2 sudah datang, beliau adalah fajar dan edwina,,,*pengen nakol da pas liat mereka*
setelah satu persatu dari kita menaiki motor, tiba2,,, teman kita tecinta motornya mogok *huff*
istighfar banyak-banyak deh pokonya.. setelah beberapa menit berlalu akhirnya motor kesayangannya itu brhasil juga dinyalakan dengan bantuan doa dari ustad Muas dan keterampilan montir dari uxas....

sesampainya di BCL sebenernya rada bengong juga coz sepii banget, but tempatnya lumayan oke ko' banyak pepohonan, sejuk dan damai *loh*.

we immediately did our ritual *it's a must* first. taken any pictures like a professional models *lol*.
we bought the tickets that cheap enough for playland. just Rp 30.000/ person.
suasananya clean enough sih untuk ukuran Bandung...
sekitar 30 menit kita nunggu gerbangnya dibuka karena dateng kepagian,,-..-. but finally, after 10 minutes later, they opened the gate, ..*teriak-teriak girang*.
then, we entered the playland excitedly. a bit shocked because there is no other visitors besides us. but, no problem it's just like private playland right?
there is any  vehicle games we can enjoy. there is ulat gila, ontang-anting, bom-bom car, mangkok tsunami, sepeda udara,cinema 4D, game zone, lampion garden, and the best damned haunted house *zzzzzzzz*

ya, we decided to get to the haunted house first. we were so excited to get there,especially me. *because i never get into haunted house before* and it just like calling me at the first time i saw the house... i forced the most paranoid person in my class to join there.*fitri. tiara and andini was surrender before the battle *hha lebay* ya, they have been get into haunted house before, so they won't it again...*huu*
Fitri clearly say no to me, but i pushed her and she agreed heavily. Uxas, me, edwina, and fiksi go first... i'm so confident at the beginning because actually i'm not a paranoid person and never scared about something like that.
but, when i entered the door and faced the first room, suddenly i felt a weird sense that fears me. I HATE DARKNESS!!. the operator turn off the lamp.!! what the...
I just wanna run away from that room, there is pocong and his friends that waving at me, *kyaaaa*
My friends prevented me out. I still tying to go out. But i can't..
Okay, i try to control myself then. I know that i  had to take a deal with this fear..
after take a deep breath, we continued the journey. Room by room passed. I still can stand it with just some scream. ..
The carziest thing happened when we were in mortuary, there is a corpse moved up and down that successfully makes me scream outloud. My friends too. I just hold uxas's bag tightly.. but, i cant stand it again when something under the matress catch my leg.. * can u imagine that?* ... I kicked the hand and wanna run away. But again, i cant run away. My body was trembled and so weak..Ya Allah please help me..
my friends screaming too after me. The "thing" also catced their leg too. They just holding at my back tightly,
with some crazy scream.. ..But i dont know, Uxas just laughing at me and still lead to the last door..

When i saw a speck of light..I run trhough uxas in front of me,. my friends Edwina and Fiksi still scream behind me, i dont know what that fear them .I accidently  turning my head back and regret why i did... I saw a scary face with a ragged clothes.... and it is really2 scary.  Finally i reached the door and get out from that damned haunted house. I think it will be my first and last haunted house... zzzzzzz
*sebeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel dah*

when we get out from the house, Tiara and andini just laughed delightly..
The next klotter still in that house in time... we laughing together imagine fitri, ustad muas, alina, fajar, izah, and nanda scared inside the house.....Yeah, right... as i guessed before, fitri was so panic when she get out. I laughing, but i feel so sorry to her... bcoz i forced her to go... She was trembled and cried outloud,,haha. sorry fitri a:D:D

what a poor fitri :DD-------->>

after that, we continued enjoying the vehicles... got wet at cinema 4D,,, funny sepeda udara, that makes us laughed together,,
sepeda udara i an intersting vehicle... it looks so usual , but when we got started, the sensation was beginned... especially at the winding path.. turn right, turn left. it will raised your adrenaline. bcoz it feels like u will fall from there...*nomu choa*

look at him,,, ustad muas looks so happy *like an innocent child* :D

the next vehicle that interested me is mangkok tsunami,, i ride it twice :D u guys should check it out... that is a crazy journey. we, all girls ride it twice, but muas and uxas take in reverse first because they was get drunk by the twisted mangkok tsunami... we enjoyed it togethr,,,, i love u crazyonebethree....

this is ulat gila, this vehicle will makes u feel a funny sense that brings u to spongebob's world, do you remember when spongebob and patrick want to get into extreme rollercoster but, they practice with the little rollercoster for baby first?,yeah, u can imagine the sensation :D
*wHHoaaa*  *WHHoooAA* whoooAA*
hahaha, *LOL*

drunken wina after got into mangkok tsunami twice :D *LOL
kasiaan wina,,,:D

is it a real hot air balloon? no this is a fake one.. -..- i dont know what they are doing up there...maybe Alina and izah supposed that they were in the air.. *hahha

this picture was takenn at 4d..
there is a clear and huge sign in that 4D room, " NO CAMERA AND DO NOT TAKE ANY PICTURE PLEASE" *maybe they can't read the sign on the darkness... or they supposed that they dont :DD

look at this barbie girl... isn't she is so cute? what she is looking at? i don't know.. maybe there is a beautiful rainbow amazed her after the rain...

her name is andin, look!! how strong she is...
.. :DD

For your information,,, BCL has a VERY EXPENSIVE foodspot.... i had ordered lamb kebuli rice.... but, taht is quite worse.. the lamb taste like rubber.. *sorry, gomawo yo.."

tapi semuanya pokonya seneng deh bareng onebethree,,,, tunggu cerita selanjutnyaaa... :)))
maaf buat tmen2 yang belom kesebut yaah :)




ditulis oleh: ayu naya nobella dengan otak yang lagi kreatif

first post

this is my first post,,,,
i will post the other post *halah* next...they will be written in english *insyaallah*
about my life, goals,hobbies, inspiration, poems i had written since so long ago,
my own new recipes * i loved cooking very much* and,,,, a lot... enjoy the show later OK:)